Trying to chase something and escaping from it at the same time.
Losing and finding myself every day.
Living in total confusion and yet understanding it all.
Two opposite states living together within.
I still don’t like green but I’m doing my best, maybe soon, maybe not. It’s all right, it all will be all right.
Trying every day to adapt to a place I don’t belong in order to get to the place I love but being too scared to actually make it happen.
Maybe it is true that it all works out at the right time.
Attaching more and more to the idea that all I have is today. Trying to remember to release control, release anxiety. Releasing it all, letting it all go.
Traveling light is the best way to do it, yet not the easiest to achieve.
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